More words and more pain

Words cannot express
My extreme deepest distress
Yet they still try

To see you upset how it pains me
I cannot forget, it comes again
As if I should dare defy

I always thought it was only you
But now I have been taught through and through
I hope we can come together, I continue to try

Point and shoot

Just paint a target on my head
I'm gonna be left for the dead
Either way my body feels like lead
I'll just stand here, my life hanging by a thread

Nothing has ever been clear
It used to be a fear
But now it's the only one near
No one appears to be sincere, or even shed a tear
I'm just going to disappear

Like a ghost
Who haunts only around lamp posts
To try and keep warm, I want to roast
Maybe the innermost overdose is almost ready to boast?

Anything

All longs for is someone to understand
Someone that doesn't need to be explained everything
They just get it

Just can't speak the words that mean so much
Is broken
For so long..

The parts won't be found
And must deal with the rest of life
Without being able to express..

Anything

Well

How they joke
They don't understand
And expect things of such they..
Don't understand

When he has a problem it's a big deal
And yet he wants to tell...
But can't
The incapableness of Doing the thing you want most is excruciating pain

Crash course

I'm on a crash course to love
There's no escape
And I certainly can't hide it

I'm beside myself, and I look like a fool
Your all I think about
And I wonder if you even think about me

A word from a man

It's interesting that now more often I don't publish things but keep them as drafts.. Am I amazed/ afraid of my own words?

Remember?

Do you remember the past the good times
When you actually cared??!
And now you left me and I'm just floating
Around in the air!?