Ends..

This is the end, this or that way I will not bend. I stand firm and confirm. But now I can finish strong till the end, for only one friend's love could truly amend

Decide

Go ahead and choose

The cords are coming loose

I can see the end coming

But I know the truth will be numbing 

More words and more pain

Words cannot express
My extreme deepest distress
Yet they still try

To see you upset how it pains me
I cannot forget, it comes again
As if I should dare defy

I always thought it was only you
But now I have been taught through and through
I hope we can come together, I continue to try

Point and shoot

Just paint a target on my head
I'm gonna be left for the dead
Either way my body feels like lead
I'll just stand here, my life hanging by a thread

Nothing has ever been clear
It used to be a fear
But now it's the only one near
No one appears to be sincere, or even shed a tear
I'm just going to disappear

Like a ghost
Who haunts only around lamp posts
To try and keep warm, I want to roast
Maybe the innermost overdose is almost ready to boast?

Anything

All longs for is someone to understand
Someone that doesn't need to be explained everything
They just get it

Just can't speak the words that mean so much
Is broken
For so long..

The parts won't be found
And must deal with the rest of life
Without being able to express..

Anything

Well

How they joke
They don't understand
And expect things of such they..
Don't understand

When he has a problem it's a big deal
And yet he wants to tell...
But can't
The incapableness of Doing the thing you want most is excruciating pain

Crash course

I'm on a crash course to love
There's no escape
And I certainly can't hide it

I'm beside myself, and I look like a fool
Your all I think about
And I wonder if you even think about me

A word from a man

It's interesting that now more often I don't publish things but keep them as drafts.. Am I amazed/ afraid of my own words?

Remember?

Do you remember the past the good times
When you actually cared??!
And now you left me and I'm just floating
Around in the air!?

She brings life to me

(Chords G,Em,Cadd9,Dmaj)

(Copy right, Silent poet)

She sees that I'm a sinner
She thinks I'm a quitter
But baby I won't quit on you

You don't know my past
It certainly wasn't a blast
But I want to change for you

But even if you don't love me
Even If i stand here and die
You brought life to me in so many ways

So She's gone and left
She said her good byes
But I couldn't handle it

I put a gun against my head
Thought being it be better to be dead
But one thing she said reminded me I'm wrong

God will never leave you like people do
God will always love you even if none one doesn't
And oh that girl i still love, she brought life to me in so many ways.. So many ways


I wanted to tell her I love her.
I wanted to marry her and never let go
But she never saw it like that...

But still even after all this
and no more bliss

She brought life to me in so many ways
She showed God to me in so many ways

Stay strong

O god your all I need
Even when the cities are crumbling
And all my friends have left or passed away
Your the one who will always stay

That's what I pray
Ooooooooooooooooooo
Now lets come together & sing!
Praises to our king

I look to my left and look my right
And most have left
But still the strong remain
We've all been through a lot
But we've been through it together
And what keeps us here
Is our God lord and Kinggggg

Wanderer

I know I'm just a wanderer
Hopeless without a cause
But would you take me in?
Or come join me in the rain

Answer

He can't wait to tell you
How he truly feels
If you think otherwise. What will he do..
He's so certain you two are meant to be

He misses you

He misses you
But all you do is dis him
He's got no clue
What to do..
things are looking grim

The weighted trigger

Pull the trigger
Oh you haunting figger
I cant take the peoples rigor

Its a burdensome weight
Seems to be my only playmate
Oh I cant wait

Words

Words

They seem to come when one does not expect or when one is not ready,
But the moment we try and write our mind goes blank,
Why is that?
Is it because focus ruins the thought?
Should we let the words come to us through time and slow thinking?

Brawl

You were there to watch me fall
And I still answer even when you call
Guess what I still love you all the same
This is driving me insane

Help me out

Give me a hand?
I can't find any land
We should be together
Even despite this weather

Thoughts from Afar

As You wish upon that shooting star
Death does not seem to far
Trying to drown it out in the bar
Just pushes you deeper into the Dark

A thought #4

It seems I can never do anything right
I'm not good at anything, and I've tried lots
Maybe I'll just have to take flight
And start anew, make a new plot

I try this, try that
Most I'm just mediocre at
Do I have a skill that I can make real?
Or will my life be one long photo reel?